I know its not normal when most of the time i think that current situation might be better if i decided to take the other choice, just not this. It’s a backward-looking, unpleasant feeling in which I tended to blame myself and wish I could undo the past.
Letting go is not as easy as how we think of it. Maybe..maybe time will heal everything. But it’s take everything on me to try to be honest to myself that I made mistake, that I should learn from the mistake instead of drowning myself in regret.
Tired of this feeling.
May Allah make it easier for me.